TML is another day!!!

God will never abandon you.......

2006-08-17T02:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my dad got call me after the soccer match between China and Singapore in Asia cup. He is so excited for the singapore's performance although singapore got lost.And he also encourage me to study hard for the coming exam, he is willing to afford everything in order to change a good result in my school....but sometimes i really dislike or very sian about study....when i turn over the book i feel painful of my head,but i have to do it because i really dont want to let my parents disapoint, i know that in order to let me study in NYP , the efford ,the price they paid is a lot,a lot until countless...so now the problem is i dont want to study and i also dont want to let them disapoint......what should i do??
My famliy cant nt say so wealth but at least better than normal ppl in my hometown,from my parents there i can have a comfortable life very earsy in my future,i nv suffer any pain before,i not even know the feeling of hungry...but why at that i chose to come to singapore for suffer,like lonlely, sometimes i even cant take care of myself,i suffer hungry and so on...because of this ,sometimes i even want to give up, buy a air ticket go then nv come back le...but at this very time,God actually encourage me a lot....He strength me, He is encouraging me at all times.i know even how bad the suituation i meet...He will help me get through it...sometimes He just whisper to me that i am strong man....He is the source of the power i have.... sometimes i may not serve him too much,i may not read bible daily....But God nv despise me...like the Alan tea last time said..God thinks the best of you! He will nv abandon you....That is the place why our God is so great....

how should be a cg like??

2006-04-30T20:04:00.000-07:00

praise God....the 7th cg of nyp is coming...compare the last time 4 grps....i really feel tat nyp grp got grow...but nyp unit grew doesnt mean every cg got grow...maybe this is just one cg got grow so much then pull the whole nyp unit.....i believe tat many of u may already understand wat i am trying to say liao....yup...the result is veri obviously...nyp3 and nyp6 almost created at the same time but nw nyp3 already can born another grp which is nyp7, then we go and look at nyp6, i believe tat everibody in my cg have a willing heart...this may not less than nyp3(i am not trying to compare cgs here...just want to learn sth from nyp3)...but y got different result?? i think this is the problem about forming cgs..the bros and sisters in nyp3 got a same heart tat is let the cg grow and influence more nonbelievers...everitime they pray in school and do the invites togther even huimei is busy on working...have dinner and fellowship togther...Sometimes Andrew cant stay too late at night then they go to his house have cg...i really feel the unity and great love from their cg , influenced mi an touched mi a lot....cos i am the classmate with andrew and i am also the spiritual buddy with weihong...tat's y i can feel their love so closely...this is the kind of love i nv feel from my previous cg or not so tat strong...with this kind of love i believe tat everibody will touched by it...last week they got about the thing of breaking cg...some of them nearly want to cry...this is also can prove tat how much love between them...haa....i believe tat those leaders in nyp also feel this kind of love ba...since u all already know how much power the love is...then y dont form the cg wisely?? break up the cg which is not growing and dont have so much unity....form the new cg like NYP3 tat kind of style....if gals and guys mixed cg will grow more...y not we try to form mixed cg....both gals and guys got their own expert places .....then can help each others also...when we do invites can both invites guys and gals not necessary everitime must be guys or gals....haa...i think tat's all of it ba.....hope leaders may consider about it....if u nw just see this passage,can u just leave some comments and we can disscus.....thanks a lot!!!have a friutful day!!!

Got the first hong bao in the new year!

2006-01-30T04:43:00.000-08:00

todae...our cg go to donovan's house to "bai nian" to his famliy...maybe u may think tat this is just a norml thing...but actually i really really experienced and touched a lot...really let mi feel tat i am not alone...still remember tat three years ago,my parents send mi at the airport with tears, tats the first time i left my parents so far away...i really scared and nervious...the place where i was going to is totally a new and where i was know nothing about it...i got no home ,no famliy ,no relatives at there... But finally,,really thanks God...bring mi a famliy here...really got the feeling tat i was in home be4...Thanks God...Thanks all the bros really treat mi as their own famliy...right nw my feeling really hard to express in language here........just want to say: Thanks!!!

really sick

2006-01-30T04:23:00.000-08:00

todae, the second day of the new year....but i got sick...is tat means the whole year i will sick and sick??? sian.....

TML is another day!!!

2006-01-30T04:17:00.000-08:00

More "we" than" u"

2005-11-27T08:37:00.000-08:00

Fianlly he has left, with all of his hope...we cant retain him after all...like liyan said..this is not end point but a new challenge begins...Really pray for him to be sucess in his contiunes life time...take care....
Haa...recently i got a lot of feelings...they just like monsters around my heart..i want to escape but i found so difficult...Sometimes really made my heart more complex... I think i am person like to think too much...actually a simple thing but sometimes i may think it so deeply in my own ways even out of the point...haa...between of them, the most important way to let mi think too much is from others speaking...In my daily life someone's speaking really encourage mi a lot...from their words i get more confidence, and also feel the value i am living on this earth...At here i really really want to thanks to my dearest shepherd karshun... Haa...U take care of mi almost one year la...i am shy to say all this when i face to u...but at here i can...wish one day u will see my all the words here...without u i really cant know God much as today...when i am sad or meet troubles u always the first one come to comfort mi...use ur words let mi recovery ...so i really a appreciate this brother...But still got someone's speaking i really feeling unacceptable...i am not try to judge somebody here la...just tok about my feelings...i know they just said for fun and really no bad purpose...maybe these words to most of the person is all right, but for mi...i dont think so....becos i really feeling i am strange person...i feeling my thinking is really different from others...dont know good or bad...right or wrong....someone shared to mi be4...dont expect too high from ur friends...maybe i really expect too high on my person beside mi la.......i will try...try to used to it.....try to accept it....
Haa...at last i got small and simple request... If all of u treat mi as one of ur famliy...please next time tok to mi use more "we" but not"U"......ok??? thanks...This request is only valid for all the bros and sisters in hope church...becos i really treat all of u as a member of my family... for others please ingore it...

an excited day!

2005-09-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

Haa....long time havent tasted the feeling when i play the soccer...it's my favorite.....today got enough time to play with ken and some other friends... especially welcome leslie...he is the first time join us de.....He is andrew's friend... this morning our cg played badminton togther....after that other bros went to visit a new believer....left leslie and mi only....At first andrew ask mi to have lunch togther with him....becos i dont know him quite well.so i am a bit shy...But after i tok to him a while, felt that he is a warm-hearted person le...and we tok and tok....and get each other's number... at 4pm....ken came and we started the most excited time... also he is not played 4 more than 4 years....he is still an expert......haa......
After that i invited him to come to our church tml.....he said he need to think 4 a while....but i prayed for him...i trust God will bring him to our church tml...yeah!!!

very sad day!!!

2005-09-24T08:29:00.000-07:00

Got a really really complex feeling today...Also dont have sth hit mi, sth made mi unhappy but there is still a feeling...like want to made mi stress,,sad even strong than happen that kind of things... haa... a strange person....even myself also cant got the reason..who can tell mi...who am I??? what things can satisfy mi........ maybe i should calm down to think about it.....

Jun Qiang will back!!!

2005-09-23T07:19:00.000-07:00

wow!!!...Really glad to hear that....after 4 month, the person who i put the most effort, will appear in our church again tml!!! i really thanks my dearest bro andrew here... he is touched by ur warm hard, and one kind of nv give up spirit...i really wish to see his heart will soften by God , u and all the bros tml...also this is nv easy..but i trust our God have this ability,power... let's our bros try hard toghter tml........believe the miracle nv far away from us!!!

First day of my vocation!!!

2005-09-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

Hi,friends,,i am back..Fianlly got enough time to update my blog lo...and fianlly the fearful exam period was gone...I quite like school days but i hate exams....dont know y...anyway it is gone...i got time to do the things what i like...haa...also in the process of planning my wonderful holiday.if somebody got good ideas...reply mi!!!Thanks....

The funny cg today...

2005-06-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

Haa...i never see a cg like today one la!!! Today we went to amk ministry house and all the things have got readyed but we have to give up the place ......y???? tats not because there were full inside but is none of us have the key to enter.....haa....so funny right!!! and also unfortunatly no group have cg at today....so really no one can help us... so where should we held our cg today.?? the first place we thought is school and my home.....because my home is a bit far away from amk so we decide to held in school lo.....after we reached at school we found that all the classroom r locked as so late at that time.......and we we havent give up and prayed to God to help us....suddently an anti appeared in front of us...she seemed just clean the classroom so we rushed to ask her if we can use it 4 a while....CAN u guess how did she reply us??? of course we r sucessful.....haa...really thanks God.....also today's no games...also havent study bible so much but we shared a lot our experience......haa.......hey..karshun..today u r really wonderful and try ur best to organise the cg well.....and also kelvin, maybe better not mentioned too much la...but i really learnt a lot le......and also guide me how to meet this kind of problems in later time.....haa...general say...todays cg still nice, and is the most unforgetful one......AMK ministry house, see u next wednesday!!!

2005-06-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

haa,,tml study japanese again!! i really blur on it le.....hope can understand more in tmls lesson...

So stress these days!!!

2005-06-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

dont know y.....feel there r a lot of things wait mi to cope ...... like some mountians in front of mi...i dont know if everyone r same like mi or the life in year2 actually is like this......maybe the problem is from myself not have enough strength....i think it is really worth mi to think deeply la.........